Now

I've lost a part of me
Cause I am just an open book for everyone to see. Even the bad.
I always leave empty handed. I can't keep the things that mean the most to me. Not from me, but  After the evil souls in people discount  me , they took away something that they had no right to!! money is a sin and thats all they have, oh and lies, but ill still pray for them ,I'm walking safe on a tightropeclinging only to the words I wrote.
You might be temporarily blind
Can you tell me how you feel look me in the face (I've always wanted to know) if you did then you realized how wonderful mother i am
I'm going strong ,my God puts me in my place. When i get so fed up with all this,
I give God  everything and  thankful for what i have but
Here goes another week, month , year its not fare!!! I never did anything but love them but there hearts were broken along time ago,  so they took mine.  i hope they stop and see what they did but i would and do forgive ,never would i be so crule like them , I begged them to be in her life but ignored us, untill she was almost 2.  I hope they wake before its too late

I'm going strong my God; you put me in my place., I can't stand it. I don't get it. Nothing ever seems right! How can money have more power and i did nothing but raise my baby without a husband  Buts that's my faith i lost my eveeything to people that never understood how god was there those years and i never ever denided them but i forgive them i do. Cause god and the thoughts always build me up when im a lump crying on my kness , but u find me God😀😀😀😀😀😀😀